Wednesday, April 20, 2011

State of Affairs


Panic attack day today a couple of days before more exams, dear god. Here's a picture that helps cheer me up.

kNOwn Stranger.

Hey you
hiding behind the candy wrapper
Blood staining the carpet from
your dirty hands
The grimy window sunshine
can't even brighten your image
A cracked mirror
A used cigarette,
the 4 walled dirt floored jail cell.
I can see you now
A broken aluminium piece
behind the trash bin
That I mistook for a diamond
Forgive me my friend, you aren't
who I thought you were

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

hazy memories

The helicopter that brought us there had crashed early that month. I don't know what happened to the children I first saw. I remember the stray dogs that would stare at us for days on. As if begging for food. How happy we all were to be connected to something as real as a pet. I remember the day that everything started to go hazy in the humidity, and heat. The first time a soldier started mumbling to himself.

I can See the Sun

Yes that's my heart stammering
No that's not my voice beating
It's just a small phase
I pass through everytime I see you
Like a child passing an empty field
Like a bird learning to fly
Like the first time you play on a swing
Like every beautiful unforgetable memory;
The first blossom of spring popping through the snow
The way you feel when no one can see you
dancing in shameless abandon singing along
to a song from the 90s
Like the wise old soul with childish eyes
As if impossible was a word we made up as a joke to fool the world
Just a phase my dear. Just a phase.

Please Marry Me?


Angus Stone.. I am completely and totaly in love. I don't even care if you keep your huge beard. Please marry me.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Its taking over
I can't breathe
I'm drowning
Oh god please help me
Its over
My hopes and Dreams are shattering
Help me please
Its going and EVERYTHING
is turning black
There is no light
I'm falling into an endless
Hole
Help me/