Friday, February 18, 2011

Birthday Blues

I waited by the phone this morning,it was really early and the call didn't come. I knew it wasn't going to come but I feel one step closer to accepting life as it is now. I spent the day in a dress =O yeah, I know. But I need to move on. It's healthy right? I met up with some friends, I got a beautiful necklace,it's old fashioned with a heart locket that opens up and it has my uncle's picture in it, so a big thank you to my friends Navi, and Manni. Thank you it is above and beyond any birthday gift I have ever recieved. Today I talked about my cuts. They talked to me about my cuts, and it made my journey to recovery much easier. Navi, manni, I love you guys so much, and I'm glad you understand just how much I need you guys right now. Thank you for all the support and I hope that soon enough this phase will pass.
Then I went to downtown hung out with a friend (thank you Harjot for standing my boring company) and met up with my cousins, the people I love so very much. They treated me to a delicious lunch at Moxies, and now here I am back at campus.
Today I was and am going to be with the people I love the most, thank you for understanding how difficult today is going to be for me.

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